I freak out a lot

Let's start off by saying... holy moly this past weekend was insane.

Thursday:
     Arrive in Seattle around 10ish. (waaay past bedtime)
     Got used to sleeping on a California King Size bed..... uh oh.
Friday:
     Final Dress Fitting at 10:30...
     photoshoot of my aunt and 5 cousins...
     rehearsal and setup at my brother's wedding (also time for me to check out the layout and
            plan for the next day's work.
Saturday:
     Take getting ready photos at the bride's house...
     brother gets married, I become paparazzi... or whatever. 
     I get a new sister....
     Found out someone was pregnant (due my wedding month)
     Found out someone was married (part of same family from above... brother/sister thing)
     Craig and I go to see his friends and meet the new girlfriend...
     I drink just a tad too much.
Sunday:
     Finally! Rest. sort of.
     2pm I have my bridal shower :D yay!
     Found out someone else was pregnant!!! eeeeeeeek
     Then Craig goes to the Sounders Game (they won)
     I go over to my mom's house and hang out with my Aunt and cousins some more.
     Puppy, Sammy, Jonathan and I go to The Rock and eat nummy breadsticks and meeehhhh
              pizza.
     I scan in about 300 photos of Craig and I, and only 200 made it on to the flash drive... weird.
Monday:
     Final Final Dress Fitting (had to make sure of the length
     download and save all the pictures I took over the weekend
     Call some last minute non-RSVPers
     Wait at the airport forrrrever! Then go home. :D
     Appreciated that Craig takes things slow and plans them out before jumping in to something
          that'll take up 18 years of our life and/or waste all our money ;). Just couldn't imagine it any
         other way.
Tuesday Morning:
     Scoot closer to Craig on our tiny bed because Isis was taking up a lot of room
     Slight freak out about wedding stuff.

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And that's what we did!

But I had just noticed how much stock I was putting in to my brother's wedding. not like, expectations or anything. More like... We've got time, Justin's wedding is before ours.... Yeah, it was before ours, but now it's over, and there's nothing blocking the view of our stressful day.

So, this morning, I officially realized it was coming up... And I started getting nervous.

Not only do I have to do wedding plans, I have to do  photo editing for the wedding and the cousins photoshoot. I told them 2 weeks. Which was probably really stupid. Because now I have 2 weeks to edit all the pics on my 4gb and 8gb memory cards.... And plan the rest of the wedding, and do all the last minute projects that have to wait until the last minute. I don't know what I was thinking.