jusssst thinking

Is there a way to tell if your stressed when you're always this busy?

Or maybe the question is, can I be stressed when I'm always this busy and I feel sooooOOOoooo bored if I'm not this busy? Just like with appetites, everyone differs on what they can handle. I used to be able to handle 5 bean burritos from Taco Bell without problem or the impending "pregnant belly" of food. Now.. I eat 1 and I get large-and-in-charge.... Okay, not the topic...

Here's what I'm doing.. sure some of it's not everyday! but it's still at least done weekly (or a couple times in the week)

**sidenote** sorrrrrry in advance if this is "mumbo-jumbo" I'm super tired and taking medicine that makes me nauseous... and if you know me, you know I hate stomach aches..... they're my arch enemy (no, not the metal band with the chick singer.. guh.. so ick)

1. Work full time... or more (usually about 5-12 hours overtime each week--not too bad, but that means I get up at either 3:45am or 2:45am with only 6 hours of sleep each night. Otherwise I'd be here until 6:30pm waiting for traffic... and that cuts in to C&Amber time which is absolutely unacceptable).
2. Keep house--C helps a ton with this, though his slave driving tactics sometimes wear me out.
3. Wedding Planning--not as stressful as I thought (109 days left!) but there's still a lot to be done
4. Reading and writing reviews for my book blog
5. School--which isn't really school yet, but I'm adding it to the list anyway because I spend so much time worrying about it (right choice, will i get in?, etc etc.). And I have to do so many financial aid things leading up to actually attending so we hardly have to pay.
6. Learning HTML
7. Writing in my books (pick one)
8. Play soccer with C. I'm actually getting kinda good at kicking it.. I still don't know how to dribble though! But after about 1 month of learning, I'm happy I'm doing aaiiiiight :D

My eating could be more desirable, especially without eating lunch at work (they all think I'm on an extremely strict diet...aka.. no food.. but really, it's just laziness and/or saving money). And I still have all this pent up frustration/anger that I've done a good job hiding from my conscience. Actually, I thought I got rid of it by calming exercises I taught myself... But, certain things tick me off. I feel like throwing, smashing, hitting things/people/little black kitties by the name of Roguebear.... okay... jk.. I do feel like smashing and throwing though!

Sometimes I feel like I'm going to explode, but I've been able to zero in on what I like to do, and all those above are it.... there are definitely things missing from the list. Like photography, and joining a co-ed soccer team to play for realz. Or trying to join a co-ed softball team (I wish they had t-ball for adults).

Anywhozle..... that's life..... At least I don't have kids. I'm still too selfish to go that route yet, but if I did, I'm sure I'd be completely worn out. Rather than just... sorta worn out... or whatever.